Saturday, June 29, 2013

Back to Job for Truth

I  love reading the Bible, especially the parts that make you feel good. Like the Love Chapter found in Corinthians, the Psalms for worship , Proverbs for wisdom and of course stories  of the old Testament that we learn when we were kids.  I tend to avoid prophetic  books that are hard to understand,  like Daniel and Revelations. Rev 1:3 says, " Blessed is the one who reads these words of prophecy.

 Then there's Job. I am back in Job following my chart and Sunday School lesson. It  seems like Job has become my summer reading.

I think that one of the things that bothered me about Job, is,  it looks like Satan has manipulated God to hurt one of his children.  But the more I read,  the more I realize that God really is in control.  Maybe it takes something this disturbing and powerful to break age old traditions that are deeply rooted  and learn truth.

 For generation these people believed  with all their hearts that God  always  punishes evil and always blesses good.  This gives us a nice fuzzy feeling, until  some thing happens that we can not understand.  Today we tend to believe the same thing. Remember the people of the bible are real people and we meet people just like them today.  There are fair weather friends, those who "always knew things were to good to be true.  We all know those who " know it all " and some who are just glad that it is not them.

 Even Job believed this and  that  he would always be blessed and live out his life doing good,  surrounded by family. That is one reason that this( fall from grace)  rocked his world so badly.  He really wanted answers and all he got was more abuse from every one around and seemly God too.  What did I do wrong? God know everything, He knows my integrity. He longed to go back to before all this happened to him. He needed answers. Please tell me. If what I believe is true, then......then.... then  what? This caused  a conflict of belief  in Job and often in us and may be the only way to grow and learn truth.

Even a young man who though he had all the answers presume to speak for God.  What a fiasco that was.  Be careful,  never presume to have all the answers.  At 19, I thought I had all the answers and that any one older just did not understand.  Now that I am older , I realize that I will never have all the answers. I do know that I do not want what I deserve. I choose mercy over justice every time.

Why do bad things happen to good people? The  truth is, we just do not know., and we may never  know  on this side of Heaven. But we do know that God is love and He is control.

Thursday, June 27, 2013

Moses's Mom

A man from the house of Levi married a daughter of a Levi and they had a son during a very bad time to have a son. All of the baby boys were to be thrown into the Nile river by order of the new King of Egypt.

Joseph, all of his brothers and the king that invited them to live in the choice land of Egypt  had all died.
The Israel people were very fruitful and had increased so much that they numbered greater than their host nation.  The new King got nervous and appointed taskmasters over them and afflicted them greatly.  The more he afflicted them, the  stronger they became as a nation inside a nation.  They even tried to get the midwives to kill baby boys, but they feared God and would not do it.  SO, this is why this horrible law was passed down about the time Moses was born.

When Moses's mother saw her new infant child, she saw how beautiful he was.  (Imagine that, a Mom thinking her baby was beautiful.) She was able to hide him for three months.  That had to be a very tough time. First, she could not share her joy with others who had lost their babies and she had to be gripped in fear every time the baby boy cried out loud.

  She made the hardest decision of her life  to save  her precious boy.  She took a papyrus  basket and covered with with tar and pitch to make it water proof and safe. She placed the basket among the reeds by the banks of the Nile river and sent his big sister to watch and see what would happen to him.  Talk about a a babysitting job, She proved her self  to be a quick thinker and up to the task at hand.  The Pharaoh's daughter and her maidens found the basket, saw the baby boy, knew he must be a Hebrew child and took pity on the beautiful baby boy.

Big sister quickly stepped forward and  offered to find a nurse maid to take care of the baby.  The Princess agreed. This is how the mother of Moses got paid to be her own child's,  nursemaid until he was weaned and taken back to the palace to be raise as the son of the Princess. This special Mother had to give her son up  twice to save his life.

 Later, God used this baby  called Moses, because he was drawn from the water, to free his entire nation from bondage.

A Mother's love is a powerful thing and they will do whatever it takes, even if it breaks their heart.  


Samuel's Mom


The book of Samuel begins with a woman's prayer asking God to allow her to become a mother and a promise to dedicate this child to God.  Her prayers are answered with a precious baby boy that she loves.   Her husband understands and tells her to do what she thinks is best and prays that the Lord will give her the strength to fulfill her promise. Hannah prays and thanks got for this blessing and dedicates this child to Him.  She checks on him and brings clothes to him as he grows up in the temple. God blesses her with more children and she continues to pray for this special child....Samuel ,The child that she asked God for.

"The boy Samuel continues to grow in stature and in favor with the LORD and with man". Samuel 2:26
This verse reminds be of another Son.  Luke 2:52 describes most of the childhood of Jesus in this one verse,"And Jesus grew in wisdom and stature and favor with God and man."  Not a bad life to be compared..

Samuel was to parents who were willing to pray for and dedicate him to God and God used him to fulfill His purpose and plan. Chapter 3 begins with this sad statement. For , in the days , when Samuel was a boy serving the Lord by ministering to Eli the priest, messages from the LORD were very rare and  there almost no visions.

The rest of this chapter tells us that God spoke (awesome words). God spoke to this child. By verse 19,this child has turn into a man of God. "As he grew, the Lord was with him and everything he said was wise and helpful." Chapter 21 gives of the results of a praying Mom willing to dedicate her child to God. "And the Lord appeared again in Shiloh and continue to appear, because He revealed himself to Samuel with messages (the word of the lord) and the word went out to all  his  people"

Apply the word

As moms today, we are not usually asked to leave our child at the temple to be raised  by a priest. But we are asked to take them to church and to dedicate  them to the Lord, and to pray for them daily. Hopefully, they too will grow, "in favor with God and man". Give them to the Lord  and stop trying to control everything in their lives and  they will  grow to depend on God.  Then,  God can  use them for His plan and purpose. Maybe even to bring His word back to the people.........................Pray for your kids  

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

My Bible Chart

If any one reads my blog, I may have them confused about my Bible chart.  I have read tried to read  Bible straight through, but that is hard  because  you can get bogged down in  Leviticus and give up completely. Reading it  through chronologically is interesting, but you need  the right bible or a chart and bounce around a lot. I have tried reading  a little old, a little new and a Psalms and a Proverbs everyday. It is kind of hard to keep up with.  I have even read it through alphabetically, from Acts to Zephaniah.  I wanted to try something different.

I was talking to my brother Glenn and he said that he reads three chapters from each section of the Bible..The Law, The history, poetry, major and minor prophets. Not sure what he is doing with the New Testament.  Any way, I took his ideal and tweaked it a little and made it my own. I have seven sections.
Genesis-Deuteronomy
Joshua-2 Chronicles
Ezra-Song of Solomon
Isaiah-Daniel
Hosea-Malachi
Matthew-Acts
Romans-Revelations

I left Psalms and Proverbs out of their section
I read Psalms when I feel like worshiping God and Proverbs when I need a little wisdom.
I try to read 3-5 chapters from each section and Mark it off with llll/llll/ sort of, the  slash is suppose to go through the four to make five.When I finish a book from a section, I check it off  and  go to the next book of that section.

If I get stuck somewhere, I stay as long as I want to.  I am not legalistic about how many chapters I read a day.  I have no idea when I will finish or if it will come out even.  I am just enjoying studying every day and seeing what God  has in store for me that I can apply to my life.

You do not have to wait until Monday to start, or the first of the Month or even January the first.

There is not just one way
there is no special time
to study the word
Just find your  way
and start today.


Back to Job for wisdom

The book of Job has always bothered me because the what -if's and why questions are impossible for us to answer or understand.  Chapter 28 helps.

Job is able to move from asking "why me" to,"where can wisdom be found".  His friends, (who think that they are so wise) find their wisdom in legalism and cold tradition.  There  is worldly wisdom and Godly wisdom.

  They are both described in James 3: 14-17. Worldly  wisdom comes from below and is bitter , jealous, arrogant, with selfish ambitions and lies against the truth.. It is earthly, sensual, unspiritual , of the devil and the cause of confusion and all sorts of evil.

Wisdom which is from above  is first pure, then  peaceable, gentle, loving,  reasonable, willing to yield, full of mercy and good fruit. unwavering, without hypocrisy.

His friends showed none of the characteristics of wisdom, but instead were being used by the devil to use their "wisdom" to persecuted Job. What Job needed and was looking for were answers and all he got was abuse.  He was searching for wisdom and understanding and declared it more precious than jewels;priceless.

Man's treasures are made precious by their being rare and hard to find. They have to dig deep and work hard to find it. And when they find it, it brings joy to them for awhile.

God's treasure is wisdom and understanding that begins with the humble reverent fear of our good and Holy God and turning from evil to God in all situations. It brings joy and life

Where can this treasure be found........Dig deep and search for it diligently in the word and through prayer
Study
Pray
Obey
Apply the Word

Thursday, June 20, 2013

A little proverbs

Today between shopping and riding, I read a little proverbs.  Three verses caught my eye today.

Proverbs 19:22
"What is desired in a man?  Kindness, steadfast love and loyalty"
Living bible simply states,"Kindness makes a man attractive"

Lord , Thank you for my Mark.  The first quality that I noticed in him was his kindness.  I tell young people to find someone who treats them with kindness and gentleness.  Watch how they treat their Mama and other senior ladies.  Because, one day , you will be that senior lady.  Well, that is where we are today.  And Mark is still the one who melts my heart with his kind gentle spirit.

Proverbs 20:7
"The man who walks righteously in his integrity- His children are blessed ( happy) after him."
Living Bible simple states," It is a wonderful heritage to have an honest Father"

Lord, Thank you that  the Father of my children is a man of integrity. A man that they can look up to and emulate in life and in business.  When Mark was Agency Manager at Farm Bureau, there was never any question about his ethics.  He believes in doing the right things.  He was so honest that he never had to worry about any thing that he did at work and could sleep like a baby at night.  I am very proud to be married all of these years to a man that I can trust with my life and my future.  The kids know that they can always come  to him and they will receive an honest answer, even if it is not what they want to hear. Our kids are truly blessed.

The last verse made me smile
Proverbs 20:29
The glory of young men is their strength, but the beauty and  attractiveness of old men are their gray hair and experience.

I love this verse.  Although, Mark is still strong and has very strong character, I love the  part about the gray hair
  Recently, Mark let his hair grow long.  It was soft, white and curly.  But I had a feeling when summer came, that would change.  The good thing about retirement is, all you have to please in grooming is your self.  So, now it. is a very short buzz and I love it  that way  too. Unfortunately, our  Daddies did not lived long enough to even  have gray hair.  So, I know that I am blessed  to  still  have him here  to go, work, play and enjoy our  life and family together.
Thank You Lord.

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Helen Keller lesson

I am reading a 1974 book about women for women.

Helen Keller is quoted saying  that it would be a blessing for everyone to be stricken blind and deaf for a few days. The darkness would help sighted people appreciate sight and the silence would help those who hear to recognize the joy of sound.

She asked a friend coming back from a long walk in the woods what she noticed.  The answer was nothing in particular.  Helen said that she could not believe that she found nothing notable. Helen, who  could not see or hear, found hundreds of things in the woods to enjoy with her other senses.

Open your eyes and really see.  Open your ears and really listen. Open your heart to all of the wonders in this beautiful world that God created.  Fully engage every day to  have the abundant life that Jesus died on the cross to offer to those who will receive.

My walking secret

Mark and I love to walk; on the beach, in the woods, the mountains, state parks. hiking trails, river beds, dirt roads, fields, pastures,  and all kind of interesting places. But on occasion, we have to walk around the hotels, in town, on sidewalks.

I realize something. I can not step on a crack on a side walk.  I will increase or decrease or even do a two-step to not step on a crack.  If the sections are  even, I take a large step over the crack, taking three steps and then just over the crack and can get four steps in without hitting the dreaded crack. I also find myself counting as I step....1,2,3,..1,2,3,4....1,2,3, repeat.  A side walk with large section requires more steps and side-steps to make it work.  I have done this for years and never thought much about it.  I wonder if I am the only one. I know that I began this odd side walk walk when I was a small child and heard that terrible poem.  "Step on a crack...Break your mothers back."...................I Love my mom

Words....The Twilight Zone

I love to read and study. I love the written word  and of course I love the Word (the Bible).  Traveling is my favorite time to study.  Mark puts on music and drives and I get to spends hours reading and studying.

Maybe an episode of the old twilight zone will explain my love of reading. In case  you are not old enough to remember Twilight Zone. It was  a 1960's black and white T.V. show , with thirty minute episodes and narrated by Rod Sterling.   It was scary for it's day and made you think.

In this episodes, there was a nerdy old gentleman with thick glasses who loved to read. He was a bank teller and would hide in the vault to find  uninterrupted reading time.  While he is in the vault reading, the big one hits and the atomic bomb destroys everything.  When he comes out of the vault, he realizes that he is all alone. As he wanders  around the wreckage, he finds the library and is surround by what he loves best...books,  as for as you can see.  A loud noise startles him and he stumbles and his glasses fall off his face and he hears them crash to the ground.  It closes with him clutching  his beloved books with no way to read them.

It has been years since I saw that episode and  it may something about me that I still think about it and it seems like a nightmare to me.

Welcome to my world

Monday, June 17, 2013

on the road again

Well, the Red Cross has not deployed us......yet
We have done some local  Red Cross things
and have a meeting next Tuesday night.

 It is too late to sign up for VBS
We saw all kids and grands except Sara
(She called Daddy on Father's day and sent a picture
of herself with baby goats in California)
Spend Sunday with Mom.

So, we packed bags, boxes, food box and Red Cross bag
and headed west.  We were going to go NE but storms
are heading that way, so we headed west instead.
We went through GA,  FLA. ALA and ended up in MISS.

Red Cross has become a major priority for both of us.
But, we can not stay home and wait.
They will call when they need us.
In the mean time.
We are on the road again.

one word-three words

Can you describe your life in one word?
Mine would be :
Relationships

Three words for today
Study
Pray
Obey

Back to Job for a lesson on friendship

Job 14-21
Who said that life is fair?
 This the answer I  use to give my children when they whined about something not being fair. "Who said life was fair.  If life was fair, My sister would be fat and I would be skinny, cause she eats more than I do.  How is that for a mature answer?

Job's friends are still rubbing salt into his open wounds. They are charging him with all sorts of iniquities that are proved by his words.  They accuse him of speaking like the devil and of being an arrogant know it all who thinks he has a monopoly on wisdom. All because of a long standing traditional wisdom. God protects the good and punishes they wicked. Job's calamities, in their small minds proves that he really is a wicked man.

Remember, these are his friends, who came to comfort him.  They end up tearing him down to build themselves up.  After all, God was not punishing them.  He was punishing this self-righteous know it all "friend".  In their hearts, they had long suspected that he really could not have been as good as he seemed. The green eyed monster always had them a little jealous of all his prosperity.

Do we secretly enjoy seeing those who make us feel inferior get what is coming to them.  Do we think, "I am so glad that it is them and not me'.  Do we laugh when the car that just cut us off and races by is stopped by the blue light special down the road?  Do we put down others to build ourselves up? Do we turn our heads from poverty or disaster because, we do not want to be brought down?  Are we fair weather friends?  Or even fair weather fans?  What kid of friend am I?  Do we come across as Job's friends did as haughty and self-righteous and no friend at all.

I think about the song." What a friend we have in Jesus"  He is our friend-redeemer-savior and so much more.  He is also our example on what a friend should be.

Lord help me to be a friend who builds up and does not tear down, one who is there when needed and one who loves at all times.

Saturday, June 15, 2013

Developing the mind of Christ

Three stages of developing the Mind of Christ according to the study are:

1) Set your mind
2) Renew your mind
3) Gird up your mind

1- Set your Mind
    Give God your will
     Decide your focus daily
    Stay focus on the LORD
    Choose to obey
    Take every though captive
    Say yes Lord
    Obey

  2-Renew your mind
    Be transformed
    by renewing mind
    constantly growing
    washing cleansing changing
    like flowing rivers of
    living water
    New insights
    Spiritual growth

3-Gird up your mind
    Be ready for action
    Be prepared
    Mentally ready
    Stay Alert
    Study, Pray 
    Meditate
   on the Word
    read up
    fessed up
    prayed up
    Qualified for service
     

So, Jesus is our example 
We must set our mind 
Stay focused on Jesus
Like a flowing river
 of living water
constantly renewing
 changing and growing. 
Then we can be prepared
 for service for Him

The best part- God
 gives us the will to have
"The Mind of Christ"
Then He enables us 
He will complete the work

Our job is to stay focused 
on Jesus the Author and 
perfecter of our faith.
He is our example


    
    

      
      








Monday, June 10, 2013

Judges and Job

Saturday I finished Judges with some of the hardest reading in the bible.  It finished with these words, " In those days there was no King; every man did whatever was right in his own  eyes." Judges 21:25

Does this sound familiar. This is what happens with out God. Lord,  forgive our  nation, humble us and drive us back to you.  The way for evil to win,  is for good to not take a stand for righteousness.

Sunday, we did a lot of riding.  So, I tackled Job, which is next according to my bible chart and  is what our  Sunday School lessons are on  this month. Job is hard to read.  So much sadness and unanswered questions.  But the lesson suggested we read it and take notes on what Job's friends did that was helpful and what they said that was hurtful and to use it to learn more about dealing with suffering people.

I read chapters one through thirteen and these are some of the things I noted.

What the friends did that helped
They came
to comfort
cried with him
sat speechless
for 7 days

THEN, they opened there mouths and it went down hill from there.

Eliphaz started on a positive note
"your words have helped many"
"you told many to trust God"
"you have encouraged the weak"
"BUT now, when it touches you, you are broken and dismayed
Where is your confidence and faith in God now
Where is your integrity now
I know the truth
God takes care of  good and sends misery for sins sown.
Take my advise; confess sin and do not despise His wrath
My experience says man is mortal and we all die
confess and your sons  will be great"

This my paraphrase of what he said.
 The last statement  is an especially cruel for  a man who has just lost family.

Bildad went right to the point, a very cruel point.
"your children sinned and God punished them
"If your are really good,  God will protect you"

When my youngest son was facing open heart surgery,
 I was told, that if  I prayed and my faith was strong enough,
 he would be healed.
Some advice does more harm than good

Zophor accuses Job of being guilty and  just told him to repent

With friends like that.......
Job had asked for help and instead was being hurt. Tired of defending himself, he finally said.
"Oh, that you would have kept silent, that would have shown more wisdom" Job 12:5

We can not explain why bad things happen to good people.  So, we might as well not try.
Instead, just love them, pray for them, sit with them. cry with them, write a note, call, invited them, do practical things that help,  but please do not try to explain why.... it does not help.



Thursday, June 6, 2013

God's Garbage Girl

"We are the garbage girls
we were our hair in curls
we wear our dungarees
way up above our knees
we never play with toys
we just adore the boys
La La La LA La La
La La La LA La La"

That is the song that we pre-teenagers sang as we rode on the back of the truck to the dumpster with Mr. Hamilton at Dekle Beach. That was  a long time ago.

I am much older now
my hair is still curly
I wear my dungarees
way down below my knees
I now play with toys
I just adore my Mark

Well, it doesn't rhyme but you get the point.

We took a long walk on our first morning in Kentucky around a nice neighborhood near our hotel.  We past a ditch that was full of trash that had fallen out.  I thought to myself, what a shame, some one should clean that up.  To which I heard a voice say,"why not you?"  My response was that I did not have a bag.  About 100 yards from there I saw a bag on the ground.  Oh well, too late maybe next time and kept walking with out picking up the bag. Again I felt in my spirit " Learn to obey Me in little things if you plan to  obey  Me in big  things." I had  heard a sermon earlier that day that said." just do the next thing".   OBEY.

 I started hearing  the song, " This is my Fathers World" in my mind.  When was the last time I even thought about that song? I may be slow,  but,  I got the point.   I started picking up pieces of trash as we walked.  Mark asked me if I was the garbage girl.   I told him that God told me that this was his world and that He  did not like it messy.  So we continued our walk, picking up trash as we walked, (By the way- great  exercise). Our hands were getting very full when I found a nice big ice bag and filled it up and took it to the dumpster near the hotel.

  Mark and I love nature and always leave campgrounds and work stations cleaner than we find them.  That is just being a good steward.  But I think maybe I should start carrying a bag in my pocket when we walk.  Mark said that it is kind of like the star fish story....we may not be able to save them all, and we can not pick up all the trash. But,  we can pick up stuff as we travel around this beautiful country selling stuff.



Sunday, June 2, 2013

Mountain Top Experience

We just got back from another wonderful Beth Moore conference.  Mountain Top experiences are great, but what do we do when we get back home.

Lord, "I need you here-now-daily."
          "I needed you direction"

"Thy word is a lamp unto my feet  and a light unto my path"
"I will never leave you or forsake you"

TIME is so important and to precious to be wasted.
Time is God's gift to me, what I do with time is my gift to God.

I started a new June prayer journal.
This time I do not want to just make a list of wants and needs
I need and want a relationship with my Father in Heaven.
One that is constant, real and growing
I want to learn:  to listen and obey
                         to study and learn and grow
                         to love you more and more

I spend a lot of time looking at baby picture on facebook posted by moms and grand-mamas. I love it.
I can not stop writing the word precious (the name that I  often call Olivia).
You have to agree with me that these pictures are precious.
Beth Moore showed pictures of her sweet darling grand babies.
Then she related it to God looking down on His children
saying,"That's my baby girl, she is a precious treasure to me."

Today, spend time with the one who thinks you are precious.